Day 28: Jetta

It was this exact day last year that we lost Jetta.  I guess it would be more accurate to say Jetta passed on to a better world this Wednesday last year.  The day before she died I looked right into her eyes when she was not communicating at all and said," I love you , Jetta."  She smiled as much as she could and shook her head yes.  That was the last communication I had with her.  I hold on to that last communication as a tidbit of treasure.  She was in the process of shutting down her earthly body and did the best she could to let me know.  This was the sister I always had and thought I always would.  I have longed for time to go back and let her know more than I did how much I loved and appreciated her for who she was to me and the world.  But we can't go back...As I re-live the next few days, I know the sadness will overwhelm me, but the world has to know, the part that I care about, I loved my sister very much and when the anniversary of these days passes, I will still miss her and the wonderful part she filled in my life.  There will always be a hole there.  Enjoy these pictures of Jetta.  Forgive me if there are repeats.

A cake Jetta made for one of these two.

So there you go.  No rhyme or reason, Just Jetta.  Again, Jetta I love you and miss you so much.  Somehow I hope she realizes that.