I have been spending a lot of time waiting to leave here and live in Colorado. I realized that if I just quit living and try to wait to live, I will miss more than I want to miss. I must live in the here and now. I can not tell for certain what the future holds. Things might change and I might be here longer and if all I have done is put life on hold, then I will be more than devastated. So, what does it look like to live and not wait, no more talk about how many days are left. I find a schedule and stick with it and start some new projects to keep busy. This is not a bad place to be. The house is very familiar and is very peaceful. I can do this, even if I have to continue for a lot longer than I was planning. So, here we go finding the things that I love about being here.
Sunsets
Back porch livin'
Neighbors
Fall
Summer, back field
Winter
There you have it, a decent place to be stuck. I will be OK. The biggest problem is being married and living in separate states. But hopefully this will be not for a super extended time. Months I can handle, not years.
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